The Toughest Tigress

This Poem is specially dedicated to the toughest Tigress . One of the Lion and Ram's daughter -- Aillen .
hope you'll appreciate this . :))

She is the second daughter of the Lion and the Ram,
One of the people that would never belong to some.
She always have whatever she wanted to be ,
But there is nothing she , aside from being free.

She is that extra ordinary tiger who struggles on the wild,
She is the one who has been awake even all are tired.
But she wants to be a lion not a tiger,
She leaps on more on the higher.

Until the Little Tiger got a lot of choices ,
It is the time when there is a lot of voices .
The moment when not all things could be heard,
And there is no one and nothing being feared.

All she got is herself and the fur she was made of,
Through the times , it is rough or uneven soft.
What she all wanted is to be free,
How it is possible when she was all that all can see.

She climbed up the mountain and say what all want to hear,
That they will know how her life is on tear.
Lay it up and never stay alone,
For you never got the night when you never experience the dawn.

The Tigress grew up after a century and last among all those years,
She made it even getting the deepest tears.
Never felt any pity for herself and to her heart,
She never ended even without the start.

The King Lion was dead after being speared,
She roared out in the cave the nothing would be heard.
It is the life that she never imagine it will come!
All she had is how the bird sings and hummed.

Along with Foxes , she get into the other wild,
Where everyone are ordered and filed.
But this is not all she could be!
She lied down over swamps beside a tree.

Before the throne has given into her,
She met a White Tiger.
It is the King of the Miserable Kingdom of Snow,
The place wherein no one is likely want to know.

But all of the certain all has been done,
A love being shared warmer than the sun.
A memory that will never forgotten,
A sweets that will never be rotten.

The greatest fight is all what she wanted to be,
Even living a life throughout the stones and misery.
She is the one that even frogs could tell,
That even foolishest if the foolish could spell.

The Tigress' life is all what she was made of and see,
It is all who and what she is being free.
She never got into the battle of Rams,
But she is in the Lion's greatest damn.

For this Tigress is the fierce among the Fishes of the best sea,
She made the softest fleet , much better than the Bee.
She never got blown and taken away by the Elephant's cough,
For all in the ages , she was hailed as the Most Tough .


---jessa o9.25.11

Sa Akong Pagpanabi Didto sa Stars

Kung napul-an na kamo sa mga Engilsh o English man gali na nga mga sinuwatan ug balita . Hala ! Basaha ni ninyo ! Charu di mu mabuang! Haha! Wala lang gud , usahay man gud sa atung kinabuhi kinahanglan nimo ug "break" bah . Para makahunahuna ka ug tarung kun sa laglum pa na mga term , " pagpamalandung sa kaugalingun". Ang kana nga butang dili lang para sa mga ma kakasala . Abi kay namalandung wara a ug kriminal . Di ni ana uy! Pastilan! Nagsuwat ko ani kay para makabalo mo nga " multilingual ko" , di bitaw , para charr lang gud . Lain man gud ug i-English pa nako ang akong dapat ihinabi ug isuwat . Hastang pangita paminawun lagi! Basahun diay .. :)

Mao ni ang nahitabo . (Wara baya ug naa .. Naa bitaw)

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Usa ka adlaw , ordinaryo nga adlaw para sa akoa . Nimata ug alas singko i-medya , nanghilam-os , nanudlay naghikot ug buhok ug niadtu ug tindahan sa akong iyaan para makatabang-tabang. Bisi kaayo kay hastang daghana ang magaon didto . Si Ante pod , lami kaayo muluto , mao na hinuon ni , hastang gubota bsata naay daghang kustomer .

Sa pag-adto nako ug eskwelahan . Sa dyip . Naghuna-huna ko sa akoang bestfriend . Atung miaging gabie , gitext nako siya sa akong discouragement sa akong ka-M.U( naa koy M.U uy! Ako pa! Haha!) . Kay naa aman gud syay uyab . Sakit man tuod . Pero wala nako damha nga kini akong bestfriend lahi na nag pasabot sa akong text sa iya . Ni-tawag ko pagkahuman nako ug  hugas sa plato . Wala pa gani ko nka-kumusta miingon dayun ug , " Bai ? Pagmove-on na uy! Si ********* naa naman to sysy uyab! Kamo bitaw atu , wala nimo gi.unsa...... " Nakurat ko na nakatawa sa iya gipangyawitsa ako sa celpon . Mitubag ko , " Ha? Pataka ra ka bai! Naunsa ka ? Hulat ha . Mutawag ko unya. " Gusto pa unta ko mutawag niya , pero kung mao lang na , ayaw na lang!

Kay wala man koy laing maistoryahan ani , sigi na lang intawun ku ug tabi sa samin , sa higdaanan , sa libro , basig asa gud , Usahay si Cherry . Diha nako nahunahunaan . Kung ako lang isa sa world asa man ko padung . Libog akong ulo , warag kog tala-tala lagi! Sus na lang ani . Taga naa koy gusto i-estorya nya wala maminaw , magtabi kog pinabuang , wara kog nagtabi didto sa stars . Kung mutubag lang jud ning bituon , nganu gud dili ? Unsay mahimo nga di man jud . Katawa na lang ta ani .

Naghunahuna ko . Ang akoang 'ex'. Usa ka tawo nga warag naay sariling mundo . Pero sa iyang pagkaning-ana , amigo man mi . Daghan pud sya ug amigo .( Pasayloa ko kung kaingun ko) . Wala ko kabalo kung kanus-a jud nako ni siya nauyab pero uyab daw mi . Bagay daw mi . Ambot nila uy!

Stars ? Kabalo ba ka nga wa nako tan-awa nga uyab nako siya . Di man gud ko mutuo anang true love ug forever . Lagi . Buanga ani stars uy ! Unsa imong maingun?

After times nga nag-uban mi as a classmate ra gayud! Kung kami duha , bestfriend ra man . Siguro bata pa mi atu pero , wala ko nagdahum nga matapos amung pag-uban sa wa pod nako masayri nga rason . Nakipagbulag kuno ko niya . Hilak pa gani siya , DRAMAHHH!!! Ako ? Wala uy! Unsa ko ? Haha !
Karun naa na siyay uyab . Mas buotan daw . Mas buotan lang! Haha . Wa ko masuya uy! Siys na lang pod . Kabalo ba ka nga suko-suko siya sa pagpa-erase nako sa mga pics nako sa iyang facebook ? Haha! Ang KANAHAN! Warag guapo! Estoryahe imong kuko! Suko nako ! Haha

Stars ? Nakit-an nko akong "M.U" . Char na kayo siya . Maayo pa kayo akong pagtagad niya uyab na diay sila sa babayenng pak-an? ambot kinsa to! Lagot kayo paminawun nga ning-atu ang kapadungan! Tsktsk . Ayaw na ni nga topic uy! Lamaw na kayo ! Haha

Niagi sa akonh hunahuna si Mama . Usa siya ka babayeng nagpuyo pa sa miaging siglo. ( sorry ma) . bitaw . Tan-awa ra gud , mutuo siya nga walay tawo nga mamatay kung dili ka-eskwela ug kung guapa ka , mudato jud ka! Ambot ni Mama uy . Buotan man sya .( Basta limpyo ang balay). Pirme ko niya kasab-an taga-muapil ko ug contest nya mangayo ug mas dako nga kwarta kaysa sa regular nako nga baon atung hayskul ko . Iingundayun niya nga , " Undang na! Walay tawo nga mamatay kung dili ka-eslwela !" Pirmi ko muingon sa akong hunahuna ( Kay dili man ko mutubag) . "Naa Ma uy , ako . Maghikog ko kung dili ka-eskwela ." Wa pa nako na maingun ba .

Stars? Mu-apply man ko karung panahuna ug scholarship sa ADDU . Tabangi ko ug hunghung sa moon bi . Madawat unta ko uy! Gusto ko mahuman didto . Gusto madungong ko nga taga-didto ko . Kulba lang kay basig di palarun bah . Noh ? Hahay . Maningkamot jud ko ani . Kay kung di ko madawat , adtu jud ko ug Education ani bah . Kabalo bya ka nga wala jud koy gusto anang pagtudlo ha . Hahay na lang ani .

Napakong akong ulo sa atup-atup sa dyip . Mihunong ang dyip ni Angkol Botay atbang sa  ADDU . Musulod unta ko , pero next sem nalang . Kay warag dili pa sila ready sa akoa . Haha!

"Pagsure Jessa! Itabi ra na sa akoa! " , si Stars mingsulti .


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So Far , mao pa ni ang pinaka-way pulos na akong gihimo . Sagdi lang , nalingaw man pod ang keyboard dire sa e-lib . Hehe!



Nagyawit diri ug mga pulong ,
Jessa :))
o9.22.II

Irony of Truths : The Almost Perfect Way to Say Goodbye

I saw Papa's pictures in my bed , holding a microphone and wearing headset . He was assigned in the radio systems of the camp during his work/duty times . Seeing that emotional thing , mixes with my poor-imaginary -sensitive emotion , the vivid color of my dreams shones up like any Sunshines did .

I always want to be lady broadcaster . Since I am not that pretty to be seen on TV , I always dream to be in-front of any microphones . I love giving commentaries on-air , I love making voice out of anybody else . For short , I always want to be someone who always talk and speak .

As time goes so fast like waves in the sea . The waters makes my long pants wet, but after all I still convinced myself to get onto the sea and take some splashing plunge . I am inspired by many media men as I am progressing as a student in my hi-school days . I love saying , " SA ULO NG MGA NAGBABAGANG BALITA ....... " I want to be heard every 4 o'clock in the morning . I love waking up all my neighbors and making them proud .

But as a young person who eventually changes it's mind everytime someone says something , the dilemma comes . I change my mind , I want to be a police woman , I want to wear that "akin-ang-batas" outfit . Besides I really look like a chief police , with this figure- I really deserve it .
Many years after , I decided to be the president of the country . If i could , then let it be . There is nothing to be afraid of . As a young ones , I really want to set some kind of the tallest tower of inspirations to meet my goals . Right ? So let us see what is next .

When I reached college , I supposed to take Criminology course . It is really my plan to have that course . But , when I review the brochure that was given to me by the guidance officer officer of our school , surprisingly I changed my mind . I wrote the words - Bachelor of Arts Major in Mass Communication . I don't know why . I love the feeling of reading those words in my enrollment form . Call me a freak if I would say to you that , it is really not me who wrote that , it is Jessa . Not J-sa , not Jesza , nor Jesxa or even Jesaskeh . It is really the real me . Jessa with no worries what my Mama would tell me when I return home or what they would do unto me if they will know that I change my mind and break what is really expected .

Going home . I never expect what was my Mama's reaction that time . She never scolded me . She even take a look of my prospectus and ask me when is the first day of classes . See ? God wants me to be in here . He wants my good always . He loves me and so as my dreams in life .

A year after , I was granted with a government support scholarship . I am so happy that it came in to my life when my Mama is a kinda depressed by all of the discouragements my older sisters gave her . But , unfortunately , the grant will be implemented if i would shift into another course . My world turns unto gray . my hands are turning into ice that slowly cracks by every moment I think about it . My feet are slowly going to the Earth's core . I really felt that something . The feeling of some monster , ants  , bugs and other chaotic things in my liver ( not in my stomach) . I want to cry . So hard . So long . I want to be dramatic but my mind keeps on saying that I have to be practical . I have to and I must .

By the end of this semester I have to see Ms . Feli . I have to make some changes before I shift from Mass Com to Education . While making this post in my blog , while making my tears being kept and making my smiles pure- I must accept the fact the I have to make a great big step towards the word "practicality" . I hate this feeling . The feeling of being pushed to the dike when you knew that it is your best friend did it  just for fun . The feeling of saying "yes" to a suitor that makes you think that you are a nonsense being .

Parang punyal na itinirik sa puso ko na pinupukpok ng matigas na bato . Hindi ko alam .

I know someday I will really learn to love my future course . Maybe God has made a lot of plans to me . Maybe those plans are really suited for me . I can drink root beers just forget this thing . Eat a lot of marshmallows while it is hot . Stay away from my MassCom friends just to feel that I am not out of the Earth .  Play DoTA to have fun . Everything ! I would really do it just forget that I am taking five stairs backward to my aim and dreams . But the truth is , I will never forget it . I feel it

On the cinnamon , I am expecting that this choice will lead me to a great adventure . As long as I would finish my studies and show the my diploma , I would just laugh in this thing .

My ambition to be a writer is undying . I want to make a legacy on my own . Maybe this is such a way that God destined unto me . I would be the next teacher turned writer! Bwahaahaha! I will be writing my own word in a newspaper , magazines and many more . And the best thing , I would be changing and touching lives by these words that my passion in writing had given to me . It is more than what I want , it is God wants me to be .

Maybe now I would say that this might be some sort of horrible decision in my life , with some tears in my eyes and some wet feeling in my nose while grabbing Kleenex Brand Tissue in my bag - this is great , more than great!

I will never say goodbye to Mass Com , it is my dream and my first love and it will always last . My 'ex' replies to my post in his page , I told him that he have to erase my pictures in his page . The mammal replied , ""BUBURAHIN KO NANG MATAHIMIK KA NA RAW!!" , "okay! request granted!!" and with this , "hayan, nabura na matatahimik ka na."
Making some nasty grin , I remembered the night we broke up . With tears in his eyes with a hug? Poor ex . He really can't forget me ha! Haha . Pero buh-bye gihapon sya ! Gabaan! Haha . Good bye ex! PERFECT!

Unlike him , I am devoted to writing and speaking. I will never get over with it . I can't move on and forget Mass Com . Haha . If na-lalake pa lang ning MassCom , panguyaban ko ni ba! Sus nalang!

I can't say goodbye to writing , MassCom as a whole . I think we are destined but Education is the one my parent's dealed with . I am engaged to it .

Since no one and nothing is perfect . With a kiss and another flying kiss fellas , see you soon MassCom . (This is a a farewell in an almost perfect gestures! )


Jes-cerely yours.
Sumagaysay , Jessa Barquio
ABMC-1
22.o9.11 :((

Daydream: To My Dear Root Beer

I haven't seen you in a awhile since I left you in the park the last time I am troubled with everything that surrounds me . I am so sorry leaving you half of that . But , at least I left you with Mr. Chips . I am so down that time that I can no longer say what I feel . they said that it is the stage wherein what they call "teen" have time by themselves only . I love being with you . Though they say you can cause dilemma to my health , but I really don't care . You are the only one that I am always standing by in terms of anything that troubles my spirit .

I saw you beside Mug in the mall . Are you filling up my space by using Mug ,don't you ? I so love you like this much . Why won't you tell yourself that we belong together . I quit being with Sting . I stop going with CC and Peps . Coz I miss you . Every time we're not together I feel being lost . I so miss you . I don't know why .

I sat beside Hiyas in the mall , holding you by my side . You're making my jeans felt the coldness within you . I love it too much . I am making myself steady you don't even know nor care really . I can't do anything to loose you . I can't do . Every time I decide making things right , they are all getting wrong . You promise me that you would be there , but you are not . What happened after 1 year ? Did you forgotten all things about me . Yes you really are .

As the day , the day that we met last . I am with  you in the canteen . I had seen  2 people who told they love me . I am so sure that they are not . They really not . They haven't talk to me . They haven't seen my with you . Maybe they are just liars . Liars . Liars .

Among the lies . You are all the truth . You make me wonder that why you should named like a crime when you are a deed . You makes me feeling what I want to feel . When the times I am getting bored , you are there making me feel a click and click and the too much click . You want me right ? Yes . Unlike them . Unlike them all .

God forgiven me saying that sometimes you are my happiness. When friends got busy like customer service lines . When it is getting rough you are making it crisp without the lime . Thank you to Zest-O for making you cheap .Though they call you Old fashioned , brewed . You may tastes like Vanilla or Cherry .

Maybe the tree will be going bald and sere , I still want you . I want any Root beer.

As Wiki said to me that you are , "Root beer is a carbonated, sweetened beverage, originally made using the root of a sassafras plant (or the bark of a sassafras tree) as the primary flavor. Root beer, popularized in North America, comes in two forms: alcoholic and soft drink. The historical root beer was analogous to small beer, in that the process provided a drink with a very low alcohol content. Although roots are used as the source of many soft drinks in many countries throughout the world (and even alcoholic beverages/beers), the name root beer is rarely used outside North America and the Philippines.Most other countries have their own indigenous versions of root-based beverages and small beers but with different names."

Sincerely ,
-- jessa :)) o7.o9.11

Daydream : The Confessions of a Tall Girl

My Mama- a plain housewife agrees that being simple is really being beautiful . She believes that it is the most and the greatest things in life she always had. But , when we are growing , she always said that she is more prettier than us - when she was young . My Mama has an average height that is 5'4 or less than a half of it . She had nothing to say with her height . She  don't mind mind the length of the jeans neither the choosing a pair of shoes .

I don't know if it is being unlucky or not . But , we , her daughters are different from her . My eldest sister is 5'8 tall , I am near to that 5'6 now at the age of 17 . My sister , namely Celya is 5'6 tall . She is really pretty , smart and gosh ! Fitrum Body baby! She is really like a beauty queen . In that factor , being that tall is really an asset for her . Actually , I know really , that she is really going to bring home any crown in the near future . I am saying the truth fellas . She really is .

When I was in grade school , I use to be not this tall . I am an average girl . My classmates are taller than me . Though I am bigger in size , they are obviously tall . I do not play Chinese garter coz I don't jump so high bcoz of my height and weight . And I am really chubby then , so I don't really fit in on that game . It matters on me every time on that times!

Things had change when I reached high school . My classmates have been growing so fast . And ME ? 
FASTER! Yeah . I am 2 inches tall to Charlene when we are in 2nd year . My best friend Hanny is more than 3 inches shorter than me . Now ? Guess ? Do I felt anything bad ? :(( Not that time .


I felt that I am a kid growing older  I feel so out every time we were together . I felt than I really , never belong to them . It sucks and hurts that you are different from them . You are a Princess along with the Fairies , when you always wish that you are a witch . Get me right ?

I always feel that I am such a joiner something . Sometimes an intruder of their own looks . I really look different . I am the blue among the greens . I am the tower among the village . I am the Avocado in the salad . The lemon in your coffee . Though they always say I am pretty , I felt that I am " ugly duckling " that time . So bad that I am that goose that was joined in the ducks.

My Ate Kane is the only girl in the house ( except Mama) who never tried discriminating me . From being a fat girl who always cry when there is nothing wrong to being a tall and big teen in the school .
She is the tallest woman in the clan . I can never imagine myself that Ate is that tall like Venus Raj . It is .. I don't know . Maybe I can be like Iya Villania someday . Haha!

My sister Mai and Celya calls me " Inday Sara " . I got angry and humiliated in that moment . Not bcoz I am big as they compare me with our Mayor , but the thing that I want to be the President of RP either than the Mayor of Davao . Really ? Really nga eh .

When they discriminates me at home , they keep on saying that I am big , tall and masculine . I think I am not . I am like ... GOSH! It is really our Mayor that I am thinking now . Okay . Accepted .

With this height and size , our neighbors got mistaken that I am the older than of Celya . Insulting ? Yes . It is . Celya is 2 years older than me . So , do i look like 20 ? Oh my momay! Sucks . Now you know kayo uy ! Ahak.

Like going to school . I usually commute going school and back at home . There is a time that , in one day , every time I get into the jeep I banged my forehead or my skull in the jeep's ceiling ( whatever it is) . It really hurts . I am getting worried that maybe someday , the time would come  that I may be forgetting all things in my life bcoz of that . Huhu .

My classmates used to notice me with my height , it means - I am not really pretty . Yes . I am not . Being tall is not actually an advantage neither a benefit . Not just your are tall , you are sexy . some feels like that .

Being short makes me seeing myself inside the box . Acting like a doll . Chaka doll . Really it is . Hehe

Some Girls want to be like me ,  tall and I don't really mind the other ideas

 . Did they ever think how it feels in this size ? Let me tell you may things . First , you gonna choose Parisian instead of a cheaper shoes . You gonna have the size 10 shoe . Eventually , it is not available . You are not in America , there's no size like yours Joe! Haha

 Then , you gonna find a jeans which is longer than the usual . You gonna buy more than the required meter of fabric whenever you gonna need attires , costumes and uniforms for school . You have to choose 18 than the usual 16 size of Girl's shirt . Ant the last thing is what I always hate , during my high school days , I always positioned on the last part of the line during flag ceremonies . It triggers the feeling when it is after the rains . Imagine fellas . Yuck , yuck . yucks . I hated it!

 But I have nothing to do . This what I inherited to the Papa of the Papa of the Papa of my Papa . Yes , I would learn to love it . Maybe it is awkward to see me with my friends which leveled my shoulder or ear. I love friends . And height doesn't matter to me . As long as they love me too no matter how tall am I .

Maybe I would be taller than my Ate Kane when I reached the age 20 . But , I know , I have the long way to go! Choosing the pair of shoes is easier than choosing the pair of prosthetics legs . I mean that , instead of denying what you are , let us be what we are .

I realized that thinking that I am different is the most thing that I could really accused myself -- a racist . I am discriminating myself every time I do that . And it is something that makes me suffer more we. Right ?

Being tall makes me learn the importance of how God make me unique! Beautifully and Gorgeously unique with my height . I may be not playing any sports that requires this  , but I know I play differently .

God is so good that He make this life wonderfully ,and me ? I can give it a meaning without discriminating myself . Getchi ?

HAYAHAY -- :)

--jessa o5.o9.11

pen and keys: Quitting Love Songs

pen and keys: Quitting Love Songs: To make up a good mood , would you sing this song with it's cute sounds for me ? This , Once I throw on this bowchickawowwow Whatchu gon...

namali pjod kug butang ug icons . hahay nlg jud!
hmmp!

na.erase tanan ang akong goangsulat nga bg.o , wa ko kblo sa hinungdan! RAWR! naglagot jud ko!

Quitting Love Songs

To make up a good mood , would you sing this song with it's cute sounds for me ? This ,
Once I throw on this bowchickawowwow
Whatchu gonna say
You act like you gon leave
But I know that you gon’ stay
Break it down dicky downdown
Girl dont even play
Once I set the mood right I’ma make sound like

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" Have you ever told you that I love you . Have  I told you that thre's no one else but you .. " , my Mama always love that song every afternoon or even in a hot hot Sunday . The song tells how a man love his women . How he appreciate her a lot . Due to the respect I am having to my Mama , " I really love that song too !" .

Jessa (daw)

When I was in 4th year , there are 4 boys who courted me . ( sound so sucking ) Okay ,before I got mad here .. I admit it , some are good but some are not . In my 17 years in earth , I am never into a good relationship with opposite sex . It does not mean that I am not pretty , but the truth is , I think that it is . Get me ?

Those days I felt my hair grows fast this long .  Really long . LOL!

I am not waiting for any Romeo who could lend his hand for me while I am upstairs . I could never sing what Taylor Swift said , " we were both young when I first saw you... " eeehhhh . That is really petty funny dear! I quit thinking that I am Cinderella . Coz I am Snow White , living with her 7 dwarfs , in the heart of the forest ecosystem and in the hierarchy of the man and organism's evolution! HAHA! :p

There is a time that I saw my crush in the mall . With her girlfriend . My heart keep saying and singing , " akin ka na lang , iingatan ko ang puso mo! " Pero corny kayo uy! Wara bya ta ug guapa ha , dili baya! Then I realize if he had saw me first than her present girlfriend or he must be singing , " sana dalawa ang puso ko , di na sana nagkaganito , umiibig sa inyooo! " That is really a dream .

Lovesong , lovesong , lovesongs ! It makes a man inspres to the one he admires and then fall in love . It make a girl to say when your'e serenading her with your guitar . I mean it . I was once a victim of that serenade campaign of the nonsense mammals here on earth . They say , " coz a girl like you is impossible to find , tonight will be the night that I will fall for you , over again , dont make me change my mind! " Well , I am really impossible to find , I am the only SUMAGAYSAY her in our school . Haha!

I might got lost in some of our lovesong that was sung by our hearts but this does not mean that it is all what it is . sometimes , it is just a past time . Like the song , " but i cant keep my eyes to the road knowing that she's inches from me . " Yeah . when someone sits besides you while you are in the jeepney arriving home . You might sing it if he/she is pretty or "pogi" . Tama??? TOOOMOOO!!

One of the country singer I always mistaken that she is singing a lovesong is Taylor Swift , that , " absent mindedly making me want you! " It is or not ? IDK! I dont know .


I dont know how to forget my Papa before , til mow I am still in the recovery . I  always dedicate a song to Papa . But I really did'nt know what it is . I always remember him with his words and the Miley Cyrus' song sounds back that , " always gonna be an uphill battle , sometimes you've gotta have to loose . It is not a love song but its is my love to Papa. Before I get emotional here , let us go on to the love love love . blah blah blah! haha

I wanna tell you about my mew classmate . we often see each other in Writing , Re Ed and P.E class . He was in love right . He always think about love . Haha . Murder najud kayo ning si Mr. DKI bah  . He posted some lyrics of the Rhianna single , " and i hate how much I love you so ." I really want to tease him everytime I remembered it. But , he is one  of my new friends and I do not want him to take this bad shot formula . Hawd man gud daw ko mangalaska , sa kanto pa , "mangiro " bitao. Well , it is his heart . Senti ? Yeah right
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"You're really lovely .Underneath it al.l You want to love me.Underneath it all. I'm really lucky.Underneath it all.You're really lovely "
Kilig man jud . Promise . It is bringing the feeling gud man . sabehh ? That is the song , sung by one of the student of our school during our assembly. She feels it . I hope someday I may too . :((

The last time I sung a song is for a heart breaker . No , I'm not what you think . It is . It is .You know that band Spongecola?That , Di Mo na Mababawi song ? That ,

"Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba't ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako 'yong pinaasa? ..


stucks on my mind .  The more I hate to hear it is the more , I am usually got regret and regrets and regretted  and regretting.  Meanwhile , I am trying my best to prove that . I am not deserving for any heartache .

Ate Karen (daw)

Kasab-an jud ko sakong Ate ani ba . Hehe





I am concentrating to my studies now . I am inspired by God , Family and Teachers and all people whom I knew and knew me . This is my happiness,
"Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feeling alright.

Listening to music and loving is not always a love song to me . Contradicting the picture below .  I don't remembered that word , who means a lot before . Duh! It is a .. Nevermind either

 I will and yes , I swear! I will  quit this protest ( kinda) if someone
or that someone that could make me singing ,
"God gave me you to show me what's real  
There's more to life than just how I feel  
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes  

And all that I live for though I didn't know why Now I do,
'cause God gave me you".











Now , do you think I can quit love songs ? Let's see . Hehe


Have a Melody everyday with God's music !
-- jessa o9.o2.11 :))