Tires and Railings

Cover me along the winter and rains

Along the friction of heat and pains

Take me to the wonderful cloak of your hugs

Fly me to the deepest pull of your fogs

Five years later , yes we are getting used to this

This poetic free way with a kiss

Crying words that is out of line

Singing and dancing over your moon and mine

Drag and pull me through the crushing iron

I will be looking happy though I am in mourn

I will be wearing the dress you bought

I will be talking those words that you showed me and taught

The pain will be kept as what you have said

I am not telling anyone about this bruises in my head

I am okay , I just need your hands in this walk

No, I am okay , Yes I promise I would not talk

I will be travelling around the route with you

I can not be called me if I do not have you

I will be hearing all whatever somebody says

And I will make the sun keep its rays

We will be moving through this wild journey

Get through this life as you wanted us to be

I will be happy , Yes we are good

I will be not saying anything rude

This path is a one way ticket of our lives

A painful fly of our rides

I will be pushing this wheel with you

You will feel nothing but love as you always wanted too

I am the tire , you are my railing

You take my breath away, my heart and all my feeling

I take the scars and wound because I must

You take the rains and carry the rusts.

SBJ

071415

The Bicycle Creed

Part 2

Strolling down. I wanted to share this kind of  experience . The very first day I am walking alone our campus . It is part of the enrolment process that you have to undergo check up for the health requirements and etc. in my sit, the idiot doctor asked , "What was your age ? ". I answered , " Is , it is not past tense ." She replied , " Okay . are you half American ? You do have the size. Hmm. " So she checked the anatomy of my gorgeous body . And then , after minutes , she asked , " What are you family preference ? The work , name of your father , where is he ? ".  i answered , " I lost him when I was 8. He is a soldier. Rolando doc. Rolando. "
The bullshit said this ass hole statement , " Really ? You lost him? Is he already found ? HAHA ! "
I humbly told her this , " YOU FUCKING DAMN DOCTOR!! I BET YOU CAN MEET MY DADA AFTER I KILL YOU ! BULLSHIT !!! MAYBE YOUR SCHOOL NEVER TEACH YOU THE ESSENCE OF BEING HUMAN! YOU ANIMAL TRAINED MARSUPIAL! BOOO SHIITT!!!"
Since that day , I learn to love myself on how I talk . The way I trash talk is an art . It is not regular to me . but since that situation needs it . i will give it. On that moment , I strive hard to make good things in busineess and promise to kill the when I will be 30 . HAHAH

Plunge in the Gatorade. I bet there is nothing wrong being yourself . What's wrong is the people who act like the already knew everything . When you wore clothes they like , they will hate you . And when you love the same person they loved before , they will punish your soul by their own prayers . i promise you guys. They will do anything just to make such doubtful compromise revenge .And then  so , they will slash your neck and woke up because it is only a dream . The other time I found myself on the whit beaches and stormy sands, capturing perfect lonely moments . I realize two things . It is being smooth as the ocean and subtle as the horizon . Contradictory to what my heart beats, I flew away from the lights and see the greens . I saw a bird hunted by a kid. A body of the amphibian they call spanked on the road side.  (Are you thinking the literals ? Im making an image here guys.. ) I should go to the storm coz I am wishing to see a perfect spring.

(Im driving my Bicycle now , the Creed continues on the part 3. Since my tires are loosing :) see ya ! )

The Bicycle Creed

Right foot in . You know what is wrong when you love someone? Well . Share it to me coz I did'nt know . The yuckiest thing in believing that She/he would always be there is when you realize that there is nothing waiting for you aside from a tequila or champagne . 

They said to me that I am an almost perfect girl , good life ? handsome guys fleeting ? Lemon and cucumber ! I need a straw!

My sister who apparently fell in love with a person , alien , unsatisfied bullshit decided to break all that ties with K . Degrading behavior . She is so damn hell hot , then that cryptically saying harm down monkey ? Oh come on ? HAHA

In my high school years , things like that never matters , but as of now .. Never mind . I use to spend times in front of a television , pan or even to the biggest reality that I am all alone hear in our house writing a blog. I just made an appointment to my prof yesterday, clearing out things that should have been her making it . The fact that she is not good , and the mere fallacy that she is not worth talking about .

Left foot in .My mom always plays a big part on my blog . Actually , she is always  being mentioned in every article . She is indeed a woman of my Dada’s dreams . Sexy , gorgeous and pretty .. Too much of that . So, let me start those random things I am gonna tell you by this moment .

I love making stories that is being inspired by every experience I had. By the age of 19 , I almost experience everything life has to give me , had given me and should be given to other people . And you know what I love making things , random thing about it . I love myself more than any other man can . It is  horribly something I can never explain in any of Shakes word . What the . Oh yeah . intriguing . Will ya shaddaaapp!! 

Turning wheels. They say that we have to experience for us to learn . F**ck ? Are you kidding me ? First , observation are being taught in your biology . Second, being kin is in your Chemistry . Lastly , results are being debonairly scanned in Physics. In conclusion,  reality starts tackled thru the shit , I mean sheet of your high school . So , why experiencing things at your own risk when you are already being informed of the outcome by other people's dumb ass decisions. Thug me . 

Turning radius. I am having doubts and confusions of my own story. Feelings are starting to mess up what I want to feel. Basically , you make feel better. As you clash unto my dreams and make me fine . I hate explaining a lot of things to a lot of people who knows the intro . When they thought that it is . Well , I let them believe with that . it is up to them to think again . HAHHA :P

(I will be having the second part of this Creed , since my Bicycle has to park somewhere to make a break . :) See ya in the Part 2 )

Way Back to My Weakest Braincells

(CONTEMPORARIES)

    

   I so remember myself imagining what would be the next step after having such failures in my life . Such games I haven't played , those caps I havent used . The hell with the squirt of jelly ace in my head. Then it goes to show that my Daddy is not feeling good of what am telling you right now . (The heck be with you , and also with you .Haha)

     Since I reached college , my Mom keeps on telling me a lot of things , my professors were preaching me a lot of dumb baby ideas . I then realize that I am too deserving of being that chosen mammal that proceeds into the real human figure . Laugh now . Dada told me that my name is just like that because he wants me to live simply . Oh so God of Love , I am not that girl Dad! I live in a material vision , I love shoes , foods and fun . I don't drink liquors but I go crazy for a red wine . Then that girl have told me that I am not that good . I am that almost perfect girl based on what my friend told me .

   Jack of all trades. Master of none. They always sees me like that . I draw, but not that pro . Sings but sometimes , once in a black river, got that tune and dance like nobody sees . See ? Do you believe that at the age of 9 , I wrote on that big prints. Trash talks.

   Not that ordinary neighbourhood girl . I water the plants at morning , fixes everything at once in double time . And oh yes ! And watches our handsome neighbour in their backyard. See? Haha . Then my Kuya always says that I am that jerk , freak and whatever you think is . That is how we show our love . 

I play DoTA from 9 to 2, during examination breaks and thesis ups. My life without it is a basic shit .Sorry. My boring life starts the day I lost him (D) . Days are longer and nights are shorter that I love to be headed on the coffin , a beautiful corpse . Disaster is the term .

 I go the Instagram mobile way to meet up my social-climbing spirit . I hate doing it . It is seeing a freak Jock sharing those nonsense crooked photos . And that is not the focal point here , he is so .. dill weed . I don't hate him . I just don't like him . I am serious now,  that I can never imagine that I am supposed to be a comedienne. Then what ? Name drops ? Oh Come on ! Are you going to file a case against this sexy lady ? You are not . I am too good for that . LOL :D

 I have read a lot of books , from non fiction to the less fictions , since I am not good in fairytale stories . I remembered the day when I read the story of little Red Riding Hood - nausea and that goose bumps. There is no moral lessons in that stories . Waste of time ! Why ? Dumb girl , who told her that she have to talk to that fox ? Does the story says that she has to say something ? Huh ? Now tell me ! NOW! Haha . Before my veins are getting the suck of collapse , I must tell you this - "Cinderella is not that too good to be true." Leaving a shoe ? Huh ? Blah blah blah . I do not have any idea that Disney writes a lot of grouse stories . Duping kid from ages 3 to 17 ? Come one, come all to Disneyland!!! urghhh . Barney is not there ! You should have Barney ! Franchise !

 I am a liberated youngster , I know what is wrong and what are those things that is supposed to be wrong but I am doing . Mom told me that I should be myself . But I know she will not be proud if I will be doing that .

 I am living the finest pages of my life . What are those things that I should be worrying of is none of your business. If I am dating that man , the hell with you ? If I fought like no respect with my research professor , that is her fault . I am never be wronged if you have understand me well . I eat lasagna , and I am enjoying eating every bite of it with someone that I myself alone knows the reason why I keep on seeing tomorrows. I love Gray because nobody likes it. I love drums because I am so cool playing it . I love writing and this article explains. I always left an article pointedly hanging because I want you to think the two way around.

  My synapse are losing and my neurons are having an overtime . I want you to learn that life is not about knowledge itself . It is life. Life and life . We are made by love and will die by love . What makes you a human is what makes God, a God . I believe that no matter how hard to find reality , there should be a thought that we have to live it on your own.

   One day , I will be gone . You are going to miss me too . Someday , I will marry the man that I never loved. I will be having two sons , Jeremy and Paige . I will find myself alone in my bed every weekdays because I will never let him sleep beside me. Got a bunch of paper works and will almost burn it . I will be happy seeing him afar . I will never let anyone drive any of my cars . I am going to spend sometime with the man I want to be with . This is life , I planned it . I screwed every holes . And I will let you see that I can do it . I will make my surname short , but extend and spice a comma and any three letters . 

  On that same time , you are going to judge my whole 30 years of life . And I am going to answer your stupidity with my idiot foolishness and knowledge. Apparently , you are going to be hysterical and historical .like you have given me what I want . And I will picking up a purple pie and smash it on your face .

   And now you are planning of whichever of these : contacts me via facebook or texts to criticize me or praise and eventually I am not going to believe , and second you are going to shut your mouth and that I am doing good .

    None of those ? Well . Keep out or else I am going to pinch your toot.

-- Let us make every REASON worth it . ALIBIS are going strong :)

Jessa Valerie Barquio Valencia Segovia Sumagaysay :)

FlashBack

Still remember the first time we met,

Its a sunny day but you make the Sun wet.

Then you satre at me like you never did before,

In your eyes , I wouldn't  asked for more.



Say you'll be there fast as a blink,

And make my blue days to rossy pink.

Its a reality whenever I look at you,

That you make me realize that we are the perfect two.



A dream , how you hold me that night,

How you make a shooting satr in just one sight.

Why you never let me down since ?

Though I am a frog , you'll still be my prince.



I can still recall how you let me fall,

Fall among my knees , among my soul.

Drop my heart and make it fly,

Shut your lips and never say goodbye.



You walk into me and to my life,

Pulled out my risk and hold me tight.

You can take any of my riches,

And we'll forget those burns and stitches.



 You sat beside me and said just a "hello"?

Though I felt a sort of cold feet , I would answer you so .

Oh how and when can you realize,

That you fit here in my heart at any size.



IT matters always how you make my day,

How make it all complee without nothing to say.

How you walk , you smile and talk,

I can do everything even a bulk of stalk.



Don't need no guitarist or any of those boybands

Either those who live in the white sands

Neither as a tycoon of any field too

There's only one choice , only YOU



If staring at you requires a lot of things to pay ,

You can take everything in me by the way.

This is not an obssession of  you my dear,

But , i bet its true even Pine Trees gone to sere.



Just found yself under a tree,

With a tight hug tugged to on me.

I wanna go back to my dream but stuck with a voice and a glimpse of light,

Someone is seeing me in a sweet sight.



Take it hold and harder , coz I wanna live here,

I dont know who's with me but loving it with no fear.

I open my eyes and got my vision in a count of one and two,

Seen it and how funny to remember how I get here to be with YOU.



--sai <3

A Seventeen Year Old's Fantasy

My classmates always links some cute boys to me . Wherever we are , they always got the time to be make me intruded by their yells and pinch on my waist . I always got myself freaking out with them but i actually cannot , coz they are my friends . Theres a time of seriousness that came to our circle . it is about your future . My future . What we wanted to be in our lives . Who we wanted to share those basically called " awkward secrets" and everything under the heat of the stars .

Then I realized about having a house . A really unique , super- UNIQUE house everrr!!! yeah! Then , I shared this topic to my classmates who are with me every Tuesdays and Thursdays , to kill our time , sharing all what we have in our minds is a kinda hobby for us .  Read those things below and see and imagine with your bare eyes what are the Fantasies of a Teenagers .

Meet Berry , she had an average proportion of her body , a broad and prominent face structure with a match of that little dimples below her smiles . She is now in a relationship with a maritime student . He always discriminates her pet . She called him , Ugly , jerk , Freak or whatever you think that is not suitable for a girl to tell it to his man. Yeah !

Let's us now go on to another person , she's Anny . A Chinese descendant of the Tang Dinasty (just kidding) . anny is a pretty chinese girl who always dream about having the man of his life . Guess ? In Visayan , " sige sya ug damgo" . She always expecting some boys close to her that he is that Mr. Right ! We have Chris , the cute churchmate , which is now texting Anny's sister's bestfriend and the most trending boy issue in her own town -Anny Town - Jay . I kept on telling her that she should not expect anything from these boys , coz BOYS are definitely , not an almost MAN! Get it ? Sucks the most is , what boys opt to be is not what they sometimes are . They let you expect everything and gave nothing . Iron , irony , ohh please ! Ironed them out! Too much sermon for that Ms. Anti-Boys! Not me ! Hahah!

I have with you my friend , call him DAMN ITS YOU! Yeah . It is his real name . I dont take a damn if he would read this certain part of my blog . This is Nestea's degree , IBUHOS MO NA! This man , actuallly a man to be is a friend of mine (almost) . He always tell me some serious things about heart , how he admires me  and impress with my wits and whatever the hell they call it . One night , while waiting my friend on the other room to finish her classes , I texted him . Telling what's up ? Or asking some regular ask-it portions of texting . After ... 3 minutes I think . He was out of the coverage area . God forbids . I thought of that . Yeah! What pissed me off ? I am the one who got to text him first , oww.. by the way , it is a group message -  GOOD THING I REMEBERED THAT! Yeah! I almost degrade myself! Sound so berating you sh*t! That day , I promised myself and to the Stars that I will not text him anymore in my entire life . But I would be lying if I would be telling you that I did that . I didn't do that . It is not good for me to kill myself little by little . And then , I promised myself to be pretty always , so that goddamn thing will and should regret for letting me like this . Sound so make me stress 'bout this . STOP!


Let us go on to Me! Yeah ! It is ME ! ooyyy! Excited .. Hahaa! Me ? I am not an interested , passionate , pretty , vigorously attractive and emperically smart Eve-alike being on earth! Want some proof ? Ask my ex's . Well , I am not so exciting with that Love Love Love , whatsoever . First reason , I am only seventeen , I don't want to be in a hurry .I am BOOKS OVER BOYS principle . I dont want to put burden in my family to trash my studies . Dah ? It is so hard to mantain this such scholarship Ma Mehn! . Second , I am for Mr. Right Guy! The Right One that God choses me to be with . I know he will be there , he is almost here . He actually made it but I opt to see that direction on your top . And the last thing is , My Papa is my man . If I would find somebody like Him, or more than Him , I would not mind the first two things mentioned above . If I can' have him back , so I can have someone like him on my back .

My Ideal Man's descipted as , tall ? NO! Taller than me . Smart ? NO! I think the term is , unpredictable than me . Responsible? Half of it . Coz I myself takes responsibility well , if the two of us are leaders , I dont  call it a team . As long as he respects me as her mom or an older sister and treats me like a bestfriend . Well , can I have a dinner date? Hahaha!

I am only seventeen and I cant demand for any lovelife , my Life is God , and keeping me Loved is my family and friends- that is a reality . Twisting of the keyboard let me say this , I am not regretting any flings that I have . Yes! I know that! I am proud of the truth that I am not good in any love song . I am singing it . Yes I am .

I wish some Pumpkin by Fairy God Mother has arrived it's way to me . EEWW! O. A kaayo! Hahah . And when I am Thirty Five , I recall this a past . But for now , I can have the term - fantasy .

** special thanks to everyone who supported my stories and everything junk or not , in this blogspot!  yeah yeah yeah yeah! you can have some stories suggestion adn sent it to my e-mail ad , jsa_rockslives19@yahoo.com .

I will be rockimg up my room with happiness if you would doing that! Love you a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot ! The more of the a lot!

^.^ Jessa Barquio Segovia Valencia Sumagaysay

The Toughest Tigress

This Poem is specially dedicated to the toughest Tigress . One of the Lion and Ram's daughter -- Aillen .
hope you'll appreciate this . :))

She is the second daughter of the Lion and the Ram,
One of the people that would never belong to some.
She always have whatever she wanted to be ,
But there is nothing she , aside from being free.

She is that extra ordinary tiger who struggles on the wild,
She is the one who has been awake even all are tired.
But she wants to be a lion not a tiger,
She leaps on more on the higher.

Until the Little Tiger got a lot of choices ,
It is the time when there is a lot of voices .
The moment when not all things could be heard,
And there is no one and nothing being feared.

All she got is herself and the fur she was made of,
Through the times , it is rough or uneven soft.
What she all wanted is to be free,
How it is possible when she was all that all can see.

She climbed up the mountain and say what all want to hear,
That they will know how her life is on tear.
Lay it up and never stay alone,
For you never got the night when you never experience the dawn.

The Tigress grew up after a century and last among all those years,
She made it even getting the deepest tears.
Never felt any pity for herself and to her heart,
She never ended even without the start.

The King Lion was dead after being speared,
She roared out in the cave the nothing would be heard.
It is the life that she never imagine it will come!
All she had is how the bird sings and hummed.

Along with Foxes , she get into the other wild,
Where everyone are ordered and filed.
But this is not all she could be!
She lied down over swamps beside a tree.

Before the throne has given into her,
She met a White Tiger.
It is the King of the Miserable Kingdom of Snow,
The place wherein no one is likely want to know.

But all of the certain all has been done,
A love being shared warmer than the sun.
A memory that will never forgotten,
A sweets that will never be rotten.

The greatest fight is all what she wanted to be,
Even living a life throughout the stones and misery.
She is the one that even frogs could tell,
That even foolishest if the foolish could spell.

The Tigress' life is all what she was made of and see,
It is all who and what she is being free.
She never got into the battle of Rams,
But she is in the Lion's greatest damn.

For this Tigress is the fierce among the Fishes of the best sea,
She made the softest fleet , much better than the Bee.
She never got blown and taken away by the Elephant's cough,
For all in the ages , she was hailed as the Most Tough .


---jessa o9.25.11