A Seventeen Year Old's Fantasy

My classmates always links some cute boys to me . Wherever we are , they always got the time to be make me intruded by their yells and pinch on my waist . I always got myself freaking out with them but i actually cannot , coz they are my friends . Theres a time of seriousness that came to our circle . it is about your future . My future . What we wanted to be in our lives . Who we wanted to share those basically called " awkward secrets" and everything under the heat of the stars .

Then I realized about having a house . A really unique , super- UNIQUE house everrr!!! yeah! Then , I shared this topic to my classmates who are with me every Tuesdays and Thursdays , to kill our time , sharing all what we have in our minds is a kinda hobby for us .  Read those things below and see and imagine with your bare eyes what are the Fantasies of a Teenagers .

Meet Berry , she had an average proportion of her body , a broad and prominent face structure with a match of that little dimples below her smiles . She is now in a relationship with a maritime student . He always discriminates her pet . She called him , Ugly , jerk , Freak or whatever you think that is not suitable for a girl to tell it to his man. Yeah !

Let's us now go on to another person , she's Anny . A Chinese descendant of the Tang Dinasty (just kidding) . anny is a pretty chinese girl who always dream about having the man of his life . Guess ? In Visayan , " sige sya ug damgo" . She always expecting some boys close to her that he is that Mr. Right ! We have Chris , the cute churchmate , which is now texting Anny's sister's bestfriend and the most trending boy issue in her own town -Anny Town - Jay . I kept on telling her that she should not expect anything from these boys , coz BOYS are definitely , not an almost MAN! Get it ? Sucks the most is , what boys opt to be is not what they sometimes are . They let you expect everything and gave nothing . Iron , irony , ohh please ! Ironed them out! Too much sermon for that Ms. Anti-Boys! Not me ! Hahah!

I have with you my friend , call him DAMN ITS YOU! Yeah . It is his real name . I dont take a damn if he would read this certain part of my blog . This is Nestea's degree , IBUHOS MO NA! This man , actuallly a man to be is a friend of mine (almost) . He always tell me some serious things about heart , how he admires me  and impress with my wits and whatever the hell they call it . One night , while waiting my friend on the other room to finish her classes , I texted him . Telling what's up ? Or asking some regular ask-it portions of texting . After ... 3 minutes I think . He was out of the coverage area . God forbids . I thought of that . Yeah! What pissed me off ? I am the one who got to text him first , oww.. by the way , it is a group message -  GOOD THING I REMEBERED THAT! Yeah! I almost degrade myself! Sound so berating you sh*t! That day , I promised myself and to the Stars that I will not text him anymore in my entire life . But I would be lying if I would be telling you that I did that . I didn't do that . It is not good for me to kill myself little by little . And then , I promised myself to be pretty always , so that goddamn thing will and should regret for letting me like this . Sound so make me stress 'bout this . STOP!


Let us go on to Me! Yeah ! It is ME ! ooyyy! Excited .. Hahaa! Me ? I am not an interested , passionate , pretty , vigorously attractive and emperically smart Eve-alike being on earth! Want some proof ? Ask my ex's . Well , I am not so exciting with that Love Love Love , whatsoever . First reason , I am only seventeen , I don't want to be in a hurry .I am BOOKS OVER BOYS principle . I dont want to put burden in my family to trash my studies . Dah ? It is so hard to mantain this such scholarship Ma Mehn! . Second , I am for Mr. Right Guy! The Right One that God choses me to be with . I know he will be there , he is almost here . He actually made it but I opt to see that direction on your top . And the last thing is , My Papa is my man . If I would find somebody like Him, or more than Him , I would not mind the first two things mentioned above . If I can' have him back , so I can have someone like him on my back .

My Ideal Man's descipted as , tall ? NO! Taller than me . Smart ? NO! I think the term is , unpredictable than me . Responsible? Half of it . Coz I myself takes responsibility well , if the two of us are leaders , I dont  call it a team . As long as he respects me as her mom or an older sister and treats me like a bestfriend . Well , can I have a dinner date? Hahaha!

I am only seventeen and I cant demand for any lovelife , my Life is God , and keeping me Loved is my family and friends- that is a reality . Twisting of the keyboard let me say this , I am not regretting any flings that I have . Yes! I know that! I am proud of the truth that I am not good in any love song . I am singing it . Yes I am .

I wish some Pumpkin by Fairy God Mother has arrived it's way to me . EEWW! O. A kaayo! Hahah . And when I am Thirty Five , I recall this a past . But for now , I can have the term - fantasy .

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I will be rockimg up my room with happiness if you would doing that! Love you a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot ! The more of the a lot!

^.^ Jessa Barquio Segovia Valencia Sumagaysay