(CONTEMPORARIES)
I so remember myself imagining what would be the next step after having such failures in my life . Such games I haven't played , those caps I havent used . The hell with the squirt of jelly ace in my head. Then it goes to show that my Daddy is not feeling good of what am telling you right now . (The heck be with you , and also with you .Haha)
Since I reached college , my Mom keeps on telling me a lot of things , my professors were preaching me a lot of dumb baby ideas . I then realize that I am too deserving of being that chosen mammal that proceeds into the real human figure . Laugh now . Dada told me that my name is just like that because he wants me to live simply . Oh so God of Love , I am not that girl Dad! I live in a material vision , I love shoes , foods and fun . I don't drink liquors but I go crazy for a red wine . Then that girl have told me that I am not that good . I am that almost perfect girl based on what my friend told me .
Jack of all trades. Master of none. They always sees me like that . I draw, but not that pro . Sings but sometimes , once in a black river, got that tune and dance like nobody sees . See ? Do you believe that at the age of 9 , I wrote on that big prints. Trash talks.
Not that ordinary neighbourhood girl . I water the plants at morning , fixes everything at once in double time . And oh yes ! And watches our handsome neighbour in their backyard. See? Haha . Then my Kuya always says that I am that jerk , freak and whatever you think is . That is how we show our love . 
I play DoTA from 9 to 2, during examination breaks and thesis ups. My life without it is a basic shit .Sorry. My boring life starts the day I lost him (D) . Days are longer and nights are shorter that I love to be headed on the coffin , a beautiful corpse . Disaster is the term .
I go the Instagram mobile way to meet up my social-climbing spirit . I hate doing it . It is seeing a freak Jock sharing those nonsense crooked photos . And that is not the focal point here , he is so .. dill weed . I don't hate him . I just don't like him . I am serious now, that I can never imagine that I am supposed to be a comedienne. Then what ? Name drops ? Oh Come on ! Are you going to file a case against this sexy lady ? You are not . I am too good for that . LOL :D
I have read a lot of books , from non fiction to the less fictions , since I am not good in fairytale stories . I remembered the day when I read the story of little Red Riding Hood - nausea and that goose bumps. There is no moral lessons in that stories . Waste of time ! Why ? Dumb girl , who told her that she have to talk to that fox ? Does the story says that she has to say something ? Huh ? Now tell me ! NOW! Haha . Before my veins are getting the suck of collapse , I must tell you this - "Cinderella is not that too good to be true." Leaving a shoe ? Huh ? Blah blah blah . I do not have any idea that Disney writes a lot of grouse stories . Duping kid from ages 3 to 17 ? Come one, come all to Disneyland!!! urghhh . Barney is not there ! You should have Barney ! Franchise !
I am a liberated youngster , I know what is wrong and what are those things that is supposed to be wrong but I am doing . Mom told me that I should be myself . But I know she will not be proud if I will be doing that .
I am living the finest pages of my life . What are those things that I should be worrying of is none of your business. If I am dating that man , the hell with you ? If I fought like no respect with my research professor , that is her fault . I am never be wronged if you have understand me well . I eat lasagna , and I am enjoying eating every bite of it with someone that I myself alone knows the reason why I keep on seeing tomorrows. I love Gray because nobody likes it. I love drums because I am so cool playing it . I love writing and this article explains. I always left an article pointedly hanging because I want you to think the two way around.
My synapse are losing and my neurons are having an overtime . I want you to learn that life is not about knowledge itself . It is life. Life and life . We are made by love and will die by love . What makes you a human is what makes God, a God . I believe that no matter how hard to find reality , there should be a thought that we have to live it on your own.
One day , I will be gone . You are going to miss me too . Someday , I will marry the man that I never loved. I will be having two sons , Jeremy and Paige . I will find myself alone in my bed every weekdays because I will never let him sleep beside me. Got a bunch of paper works and will almost burn it . I will be happy seeing him afar . I will never let anyone drive any of my cars . I am going to spend sometime with the man I want to be with . This is life , I planned it . I screwed every holes . And I will let you see that I can do it . I will make my surname short , but extend and spice a comma and any three letters .
On that same time , you are going to judge my whole 30 years of life . And I am going to answer your stupidity with my idiot foolishness and knowledge. Apparently , you are going to be hysterical and historical .like you have given me what I want . And I will picking up a purple pie and smash it on your face .
And now you are planning of whichever of these : contacts me via facebook or texts to criticize me or praise and eventually I am not going to believe , and second you are going to shut your mouth and that I am doing good .
None of those ? Well . Keep out or else I am going to pinch your toot.
-- Let us make every REASON worth it . ALIBIS are going strong :)
Jessa Valerie Barquio Valencia Segovia Sumagaysay :)
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